
By Elizabeth Morse
The river glimmered between leaves by the road where Diana and Ben were running. He lagged slightly behind her. The athletic shape of his legs suggested that he should have been much faster.
Running was a shared interest. Also, they both were sober in AA and worked in technology. That was enough for two dinners and now a four-mile run.
Maybe, for once, she’d met the right guy. Some of her AA friends finally had in their forties and fifties. Maybe romance would work out for her, too. It was so easy to distrust, having been singed many times. Her parents drank. Her ex used cocaine. But her therapist had proclaimed that she was healing.
She’d left behind Cody, her son, who was a freshman in high school, and his dad, her ex-husband. It was the guys’ weekend together.
“You’re maintaining a good pace, but you’re beating me,” Ben said and panted.
The run was less effort that she’d thought. Her breathing was even. But she hadn’t expected to beat him. He ran four miles every day. She just jogged around a little park a couple of times a week.
Sweat was dripping from his chin. As he caught up, his fingers pressed her upper arm.
“I used to run cross-country in high school,” he offered. With his height and build, he looked the part. “You?”
“I wasn’t athletic or even a cheerleader.” She turned to look at his rectangular face, his disarranged gray curls.
“What were you, then?”
“I was a nerd. Great at math.” She pushed her glasses further up on her nose. “You must have dated cheerleaders.” She thought of the high-pitched laughter and pink pom-poms she’d avoided.
“One of them had beautiful red hair. She couldn’t get enough of me.”
He had a type. Diana reached a hand up to her own auburn ringlets. He might have liked her then, despite a lack of interest in sports.
“You’d never think it, an attractive woman like you,” he said, “But maybe you were overweight since you were a nerd.”
“I was,” Diana admitted.
“I was overweight, too, in my twenties and thirties.”
“Really?”
“My mother’s rhubarb pies were the best.”
Thinking of her own favorite desserts, Diana realized that he was on the level. She remembered a photo of him when he was younger that showed a slight paunch.
“It’s like alcohol,” she commiserated. “Exercise helped me lose the weight,”
There was comfort in this. Some men wouldn’t have made themselves vulnerable. Still, she couldn’t help wondering if Ben was just telling her what she wanted to hear.
The afternoon was inching toward twilight. Through a gap in the trees, the sky was like a filmy pink and blue scarf.
They came to a bridge with an alternate road under it. A rusty chain stretched across uneven gravel.
“This is the old path,” Ben explained. “The one I used to take when I was growing up here. If we go that way, we’ll add another mile.”
Diana nodded. Adding distance meant more of a workout.
They hopped over the chain. The road had not been maintained and it was dark under the bridge. Overgrown tree branches dangled above their heads.
She thought of her son riding his bike with his father. What if Cody had a seizure? His epilepsy was controlled, but what if his dad forgot the medicine as he sometimes did?
She pulled her phone out of the pocket of her sweatpants. No messages, at least not yet.
Ben still ran behind. Was he just slowing down in middle age? Did he have an illness he hadn’t told her about? No, he looked too vigorous. Still, there was something. She’d have to ask another time.
He’d never been married, didn’t have any kids. That might be a red flag, but at least he didn’t have a recent ex. Hers was difficult enough.
She grabbed her phone. There were no messages.
“Maybe Cody had a seizure,” she said.
“I’m sure it’s nothing,” Ben insisted, “Put your phone away.”
For a moment, it lit up the gloom before she stopped to stick it back in her pocket.
Gasping, she tripped, her knee meeting the ground hard. She had to accept that a woman her age could easily break a bone.
When she looked up, she saw that he was yards ahead of her. The path was shadowy, thick with low-hanging branches. Suddenly, she couldn’t see him. His footfalls were the only sign that he was still there.
“Ben!” she shouted. Luckily, the pain was only from scraped skin.
Alone, she sat in the dim light, calling his name. Her phone showed that she’d been waiting two minutes.
Finally, his steps got louder. He was coming back.
Dripping with sweat, he reached out an arm to help her up. “You’re okay?”
She nodded, brushing tiny bits of gravel from her bloodied knee.
“We’ll just get that taken care of back at the house. You have my word.”
Reassured, she took his arm, and they began walking slowly, toward what she realized was a clearing. She could see car headlights in the distance. Holding onto him, she knew she just had to keep moving forward, though she wasn’t entirely sure what direction she was going.
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Elizabeth Morse is a writer who lives in New York’s East Village. Her fiction has been published in literary magazines such as Blue Lake Review, The Raven’s Perch, and Scoundrel Time. Her full-length poetry collection “Unreasonable Weather” is forthcoming from Kelsay Books in 2025. She has her MFA from Brooklyn College. A job in information technology supports her writing.








